Kidneys!!!!

Kidney's, I've got new kidneys! Any Doctor Who fans?

Anyway, I arrived home today to find a bag of butchers scraps on the counter that mam got for me. I opened them up, gagging at the stench, and I see KIDNEYS! 6 weeks and I finally get kidneys, and lets not forget that they were free too. There were a few other things in there with them, but I haven't had a chance to sort it out yet.

So, with that, Oscar had some kidney and sardines for dinner (I may pay dearly for the combination later on tonight but it was all we had). 2 huge kidneys, they must have been huge pigs or small cows but they stank! I was fighting the urge to reproduce my own dinner on the grass. It was absolutely dire! Oscar has rolled in things before, and I'm well used to handling and sorting out raw meat but this was just disgusting. I had to take some extreme measures when it came to getting dinner ready,

Yes, that is indeed a gas mask! And yes, I am also in my uniform!

In the end I only managed to hack off enough of the kidney for that meal and the rest is now waiting in the fridge, tightly packed up in 2 plastic bags so that we don't all die when we open the fridge.

Despite the smell, I am very pleased with the fact that we have kidneys again!

Priorities

It appears to be that time of year where I need to get my priorities straight. I've just gotten my laptop back and I've been sitting in the same spot for pretty much the entire weekend except for food and to walk Oscar, which is not good, I know. I need to decided where my priorities lie because right now they are definitely not with school. Currently it seems as if they lie with the thing sitting on my lap, and that isn't Oscar either.

Do you ever just feel like the internet and the telly are the best things in the world, but also the worst? Because right now, I do. I spend my weekdays in school from 9 till 4 and everyday I come home telling myself that I'm going to do my homework straight away, or that I'm going to play with Oscar but how many times does that actually happen? Very few. Instead I'm on my tab straight away to check if the internet modem is turned on and if it is (which is the case most days) then I can guarantee you it's not homework I'll be doing or Oscar I'll be walking. It's tv shows that I'll be watching online. Namely Doctor Who, Sherlock or Supernatural. But it's not like I haven't seen them before. I can quote at least one line (and sometimes entire scenes in sync with the actors) in every episode of  Doctor Who, and I have seen a certain scene (I wont say in case of spoilers) in 'His Last Vow' of  Sherlock 6 times now. Its an obsession and it's not right.

I haven't played with Oscar, with a toy in the garden for, I'd say about 3 weeks. It's disgraceful, I know. And I can't even remember the last time I sat down with my clicker and treats in hand to actually train him something new, no matter how useless or bizarre. I don't walk him during the week because "I don't have the time", when in fact I could easilly make time to do it after school. I can't even tell you that I walk him on Friday, Saturday and Sunday when I do have the time because on more than one occasion now he has gone without a walk on any one of those days. I'm quite simply, lazy and becoming totally uninterested in Oscar. I never thought I'd ever say the latter part of that sentence and I shouldn't really have any reason to either, but I do. As a result Oscar's behaviour and training is going down the drain. Just 2 days ago he ignored all recall signals and ran away from me, out of the field and down to the road. He is less responsive to any commands on walks, even the casual ones that tell him to walk a little closer to me or to come this way not that way.
At home he is putting paws up on counters a lot more and not settling down at night. The clicker means very little to him and his recall has quite simply gone to shit.

School is very much in the same boat as Oscar as well. You'd think that I'd be trying a little more this year, given that it's 5 months until my leaving cert, the exam which will ultimately decide what I do with the rest of my life. You'd think I'd be doing some study and trying at school but I'm not. I've never really tried that hard to begin with and I've always been fine but now it's different. Now I really am not trying, and not caring and as a result school work is suffering, and suffering terribly.

So there's the question, where do my priorities really lie? It's time to cop on and make some changes I think, and soon.

New Year and Back to Square One Again

First off, Happy New Year everyone! No new years resolutions this year, I don't really feel like adding to my list of things to do for the first week of January!

Moving on, the new year hasn't exactly been great for Oscar so far. We went on our walk yesterday when he was shocked by an electric fence wire that was knocked down by some trees that fell in the storm. I'm unsure if he got shocked on the nose or the paw but either way he did not like it. I'd always assumed that the fence was turned off and I've never really had any reason to check it because we can get under the fence easily without touching it and any time I have touched it, it's been with my coat so I wouldn't feel anything anyway. But now I am under no illusion as to whether or not it is on or off. Needless to say, Oscar was not pleased and let out a good yelp when it happened. He proceeded to run straight back home with no interest in stopping. He was so shocked (sorry) that he wouldn't take a treat, even the dried sprats that he loves.

I wasn't about to give up there and then so I clipped his lead on (it's a good thing that I remembered it) and continued with the walk as we usually would. He was fine with that and plodded along next to me as we made our way to the second field. In there I let him off the lead again and he went about his usual business and started to eat treats again. He did occasionally stop and turn to go back home but he came along when he was told to until we got to the 3rd field. Here, he legged it home yet again for no apparent reason (there is no fence around that field, just ditches and banks). Off I went again to get him and back we went to continue our walk.

By the time we got to field 4 he was fine, let him off the lead again and he was totally back to his normal self. He walked home off leash as we usually would and all seemed to be fine. It may have been a frustrating walk going backwards and forwards again and again and chasing Oscar all over the place but I thought he'd be fine after that.

But was I wrong! Today he started to make his way back home again as soon as we were half way through the first field. Luckily enough, that was the only time he did it and the rest of he walk went very much undisturbed as usual but it's clear that he isn't comfortable with the field anymore, at least not one side of it anyway.

I spent months getting him back into the fields because of the incident with the horses but now I may be back to square one again! I just hope it will be a simple fix though. I'm going to walk the other way around the field for now and avoid the side where the fencing has fallen down but by doing this I am risking him being scared by the GSD down the road that likes to charge at the fence and bark at us. If that doesn't work I might just have to resort to keeping him on a lead until we get to the 2nd field and wait for him to come around again.